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              “Ever had the day were its really good but then one thing just ruins it?” I asked stroking though Christian’s hair. He was resting between my legs his head resting on my chest, we just finished the day’s homework and I wanted to hold him. “Yeah I have a couple times.” He muttered sleepily. “Well I have that feeling every other day.” I quietly stated. Christian turned his head and looked up at me. I didn’t meet his eyes. “What do you mean?” “W-well I lied to you. And I feel awful about it.” My eyes started to water. “Baby what did you lie about?

It’s so dark and deep, when will I go? I don’t want to leave the world yet. I fly with bottles in my wondrous world. Swirl of colors and amazing things to see. But what is this hole? It sucks me in, me and my bottles. We can’t get away; I don’t want to leave yet. I just found how huge my world is with my bottles. It’s always changing and it’s so colorful. But why when I learn how to fly with my bottles. I have to leave? But I don’t want to go. I always want to fly and see it all. I don’t want to fall.

“Ever had the day were its really good but then one thing just ruins it?” I asked stroking though Christian’s hair. He was resting between my legs his head resting on my chest, we just finished the day’s homework and I wanted to hold him. “Yeah I have a couple times.” He muttered sleepily. “Well I have that feeling every other day.” I quietly stated. Christian turned his head and looked up at me. I didn’t meet his eyes. “What do you mean?” “W-well I lied to you. And I feel awful about it.” My eyes started to water. “Baby what did you lie about?” Christ

That feeling of no self-control is harsh. That motion, that feeling of wanting to do something so badly it kinda hurts. The simple thought, the simple inclination is so strong and can blind one and cause them to do anything with no thought. A simple acting of thought, so close to, to feel that satisfy ones desire, so strong and can awaken at any moment. But there are those times it isn’t so strong and one can hold back. Grab hold of reality and retreat. Calm themselves and not be rash, be level headed and clear. Even though that inclination is so strong for them, self-control. That’s what we need. A bit of self-control so we can k

                    Everlasting Music The music played though the empty halls, it was clear and bliss. Aelita danced and swayed with the music she played on her violin, her eyes closed as she played out every note, her auburn hair flowed with her movement, the blond highlights shining in the sunlight seeping through the windows. Christian walked through the halls a distant sound of music was coming though the art corridor of the school. He cocked his head to the music, and walked towards the music. It was so beautiful and unfamiliar, it was violin music but not the classic stuff Christian always hears yet it was unique and brilliant. The musi

So adorable, I love to hold you but you annoy the fuck out of me but I couldn't live with out you. I always hold your hand but you say the meanest things to me. Come on babe be a little sensitive to me. I love you so much but your such an asshole to me. you piss me off that I wonder why I'm still here but when  your gone my heart breaks. you make me feel special and you make me feel special and you make me feel like crap but I still want to hold you. I wanna punch you, kiss you, push you away, make love with you. So I guess this must be True Love.